normaily, I'm not that big on the holiday season. it started when my father died and things haven't been the same. then a few years later my grand father on my mothers side of the family(we called him pop) passed away on Christmas day. so you can see why I'm not excited for the holidays. but recently, I'm starting to look forward to them all because of my new girlfriend. you may know her as thee dragon night, and she is the best thing that happened to me this year. and lets face it, this year sucked hard. w/ all of the shootings, the election, and Hollywood re-boots that drove fans into hissy fits saying how it ruind there childhood. (guess what movie I'm talking about.) any way to spite all that she has been just wonderful. and I'm just might send her something homemade in the mail. cause she told me that she had a present for me and I felt like I had to get her one as well. you may have seen my drawing of the two of us in titeled 'lovers', I just stated coloring it and I'm thinking of framing it and mailing the original to her and have it be her holiday gift. whats better than a beautiful drawing of us together. nothing that's what.(well maybe a ring, once I get a job and have saved some money. then I might buy her a ring). after x-mas is over the only other holiday I might be looking forward to is valentine's day. even thow I never had a date/girlfriend for that day, and my family name is valentine. I wasn't a fan of that day ether, cause it made me depressed. but this time will be different. now that I have dragon, things will be a hell a lot better. by the way, dragon' if you are reading this you just might have ruined what might be your surprise.
ok guys thank you for listening to me ramble on and I hope I didn't bore you, I haven't really write in my journal much. but things happen, someone has to deal with it, and WHO YA GONNA CALL? ^_^ later days.